Everyday’s a mother’s day, actually. But still specifically for today, happy mother’s day, my wonderful mom! Life’s meaningless without you. Always love you until the end of the time. Zillion sorry for all of my mistakes that have hurt you. Tons of love for you♥

Sincerely,
Your nice daughter ;>

maron beach with 15 others

yesterday, 15th of Dec 2011 was an extremely tiring day-_-

and now, my backbone's like gonna be cracked soon-_-

yaaak, kemarin anak-anak funt4stic (half of, actually) pada 'cabut' bareng dan berujung main bareng di pantai maron.

sebenarnya bukan cabut sih. berhubung kemarin itu jam pelajaran bakal kosong semua, karna guru2 pada ngurus rapot, jadi mendingan gak masuk aja trus 'liburan' bareng deh, soalnya selama 2 minggu jadwal libur nanti, kelas XII cuma dapet jatah libur 1minggu, sisanya? jam tambahan dari jam 7-11.

and here's some of photos at maron beach, enjoy!

we belong together~

me-yoan-kijul || me-kijul-yoan

me-kijul-yoan-oka

ipul-robby-mail-titi-veve-oka-me-fadhil

robby and fadhil were so romantic :p

lol =))

yoan-titi-me

me-kijul-tiara

that's all, pals!

thanks for looking, and reading~

xoxo

Toycamera Analogcolor

been looking for this application for so loooooong time, then finally i've just found it ;)

and photos above r my first experience of using that apps. enjoy!

vanilla twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly


I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

future

dan tibalah saatnya dimana kegalauan yang betubi-tubi menimpa saya, dan tentunya warga kelasXII SMA di seluruh penjuru tanah air.

kuliah. bukan hal sepele yang bisa dianggap enteng begitu aja. tapi bukan juga sesuatu yang harus benar-benar dibebankan. i mean, kalo emang gak sanggup kuliah ya gak usah kuliah, kerja aja langsung.

tapi bagi gue, kuliah itu penting. jangan ditanya kenapa. lo juga tau sendiri kan jawabannya-_-

dan sekarang gue udah mulai galau tentang jurusan/fakultas apa yang gue pilih. tapi paling nggak, gue udah punya beberapa gambaran tentang jurusan apa yang bakal gue pilih nanti. tapi gue juga bingung. nahloh? katanya udah ada gambaran tapi kok masih bingung?

ya maksudnya, kan jurusan yang bakal gue pilih itu gak cuma satu, tapi 3 (rencana ingin mengambil ipc). dan masih ada 2 yang 'kosong'.

yaaah, untuk saat ini, gue cuma bisa terus-terusan belajar, memaksakan diri untuk setengah tahun ini untuk memeras otak. demi masa depan berpuluh-puluh tahun yang akan datang #eaaa.

gak cuma belajar, tapi juga perlu dukungan dari orangtua & adek2 gue, dan orang-orang terdekat. sertaaaa, yang paling penting ini adalah terus berdo'a kpd Allah SWT agar terus diberi kemudahan, terutama waktu nanti ngerjain soal-soal ujian. aamiin.

well, kayaknya cukup segini curcol sore hari ini.

BEST LUCK FOR MEEEE!

xoxo

quality time!

today, 8th of December 2011

i'm having such a great quality time with my closest friends in Semarang ;)
they're Kijul, Dila, Gita, Reccy, Yoan, and Veve. i'm quite sad that Titi and Via couldn't join us today :|
we went to Family Fun--karaoke-- and late-lunch at KFC :p

do ya know, readers?
we were abt 2 hours at FamFun, singing 28 songs!
those r :

1. My Facebook - Gigi (this song we sang for Yoan, actually :p)
2. Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade (me and Kijul sang a lot here :p)
3. Sebuah Kisah Klasik - Sheila On 7
4. Rindu - Agnes Monica (for Yoan again :p )
5. Alamat Palsu - Ayu TingTing (hahahaha, this is Funt4stic's anthem, actually :p)
6.Firework - Katy Perry (7 of us do love this song too much)
7. Jalanmu Bukan Jalanku - Andra & The Backbone (this song we sang for Kijuuuuul :D)
8. Karna Ku Sanggup - Agnes Monica (Gita sang a lot here)
9. The Only Exception - Paramore (me and Veve took the 'stage' a lot, hahaha)
10. Gee - SNSD
11. The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars (Veve Mars :p)
12. I'm Yours - Jason Mraz <3
13. Price Tag - Jessie J (me and Kijul's fave soooong)
14. Poker Face - Lady Gaga
15. Satu Jam Saja - Lala Karmela (Dila sang a lot here)
16. Takut - Vierra (Dila again)
17. Buka Semangat Baru - Ello, Berry, Ipang, Lala (FUNT4STIC's 1st anthem, before alamat palsu :p)
18. All Good Things - Nelly Furtado (we spontaneously remember Oka -_-)
19. Anugerah Terindah - Sheila On 7 (well, this is my most favorite song at all :( )
20. Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO (WE DID ROCK THE 'STAGE' HEREEEEEEE!!! LMFAO ROCKSSSSS \m/)
21. On The Floor - J.Lo
22. Like G 6 - Far East Movement (put our hands upppp!)
23. Untitled - Maliq & D'essentials <3
24. Cinta Satu Malam - Melinda =))
25. Pilihanku - Maliq & D'essentials
26. I Know You - Pitbull \m/
27. Hey Baby - Pitbull
and the last song is....
28. MORE THAN WORDS - WESTLIFE <3 nice closing!

that's all :)
i'm glad to know and meet y'all, girls!
hope we always keep in touch.

see ya!
xo

"1. Merasa dideketin pas mereka ada butuhnya aja ? itu berarti mereka punya masalah yg sangat besar dan mereka mengakui bahwa mereka tidak bisa, dan hanya kamulah yg bisa ngebantu.

2. Mereka Pergi saat sudah kita bantu ? berarti kita udah sukses ngebagi ilmu kita ke orang lain dimana orang lain sudah merasa bisa dan sanggup untuk berdiri sendiri tanpa bantuan kita lagi.


apakah itu semua kurang cukup untuk mengartikan bahwa kita JAUH dan sangat JAUH diatas mereka ?”

- via mbeeer

"Kamu perempuan, kalau kamu mau nangis, nangis aja. Tapi menangislah untuk sesuatu yang baik, bukan sesuatu yang sia-sia"

- @kuntawiaji

my best's prayer ;)

Tiba2 keinget, seorang teman saya (cowok) pernah blg gini abis curhat ttg pcrnya :
F->farah
T->temen

T : enak bgt curhat sama km. lega&dpt solusi yg pas bgt. beruntung yg jadi pcr km nanti :)
F : haha r u kidding? sama2 :) aaamiiin :P *brb ge-er*

dance with my father #2

Finally, one of my short story has been published in this book! :’D

Ya ya, setelah mimpi lama bgt untuk menerbitkan sebuah karya (eaaa), akhirnya terwujud juga. Meskipun cuma cerpen, tapi rasanya………. :”’D

Ayo yg berminat, beli aja di @nulisbuku. Secara online tapi kyknya bisanya. Judulnya ‘Dance with my father #2’ :) kenapa #2? Karna ada 2 seri, dan cerpenku ada nya di buku yg ke 2.

Terimakasih :)

hai kamu yang di sana, apakabar?

berharap kamu sehat selalu, dan gak pernah lupa akan segala memori tentang kita..

:(

well this is weird. absolutely weird.
i'm kinda fighting with my dad. and i'm totally feel soooooo desperately regret :'''|
the problem is really silly thing.
feels like.... i was born to be a cruel girl.
and now, i really have no idea how to solve this.
die die die die die.
i'm cryin' ouuuuuut loud.