Dec 14, 2011

future

dan tibalah saatnya dimana kegalauan yang betubi-tubi menimpa saya, dan tentunya warga kelasXII SMA di seluruh penjuru tanah air.

kuliah. bukan hal sepele yang bisa dianggap enteng begitu aja. tapi bukan juga sesuatu yang harus benar-benar dibebankan. i mean, kalo emang gak sanggup kuliah ya gak usah kuliah, kerja aja langsung.

tapi bagi gue, kuliah itu penting. jangan ditanya kenapa. lo juga tau sendiri kan jawabannya-_-

dan sekarang gue udah mulai galau tentang jurusan/fakultas apa yang gue pilih. tapi paling nggak, gue udah punya beberapa gambaran tentang jurusan apa yang bakal gue pilih nanti. tapi gue juga bingung. nahloh? katanya udah ada gambaran tapi kok masih bingung?

ya maksudnya, kan jurusan yang bakal gue pilih itu gak cuma satu, tapi 3 (rencana ingin mengambil ipc). dan masih ada 2 yang 'kosong'.

yaaah, untuk saat ini, gue cuma bisa terus-terusan belajar, memaksakan diri untuk setengah tahun ini untuk memeras otak. demi masa depan berpuluh-puluh tahun yang akan datang #eaaa.

gak cuma belajar, tapi juga perlu dukungan dari orangtua & adek2 gue, dan orang-orang terdekat. sertaaaa, yang paling penting ini adalah terus berdo'a kpd Allah SWT agar terus diberi kemudahan, terutama waktu nanti ngerjain soal-soal ujian. aamiin.

well, kayaknya cukup segini curcol sore hari ini.
BEST LUCK FOR MEEEE!

xoxo

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My Favorite Song Lyric~

Lea Michele (Glee) - Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right