Apr 27, 2010

3-2-2-1

sip, sorry dorry morry sekarang saat ini dan detik ini juga gue mau meledak seledak-ledaknya di blog ini.
GUE BINGUUUUUUUUUUNG !
kebayang gak kalo sahabat (sebenarnya temen deket) kita yang tadinya bareng-bareng terus, sekarang malah terbagi berkubu-kubu ?
njiirrr! gua stress mikirin itu tau gak lo!
gue tadinya ber 8 ama temen-temen deket gue. tapi sekarang? udah jadi 3-2-2-1 ! dan lo tau siapa yang 1 itu ? itu gue ! sebenernya gue 1 itu gara-gara gue bisa masuk yg mana aja,
3 atau 2. gue comfort dimana aja. dan faktanya, gue itu PENENGAH!

jadi gini, yang 3 itu asssiiiiik banget dengan kesibukan mereka, mendadak gak ber 8 lagi. katanya, yg 2 lain itu ngacangin, oke gue terima pendapatnya, karena jujur gue juga ngerasa gitu.
trus, yg 2 orang pertama, malah bilang ke gue kalo yg 3 itu ngacangin mereka berdua. dan sorry gue gak ngerasa yg itu, karena gue jujur yg sekarang menjauh itu yg 2 orang itu. *sorry*
the last, yg 2 orang keduua. mereka ngerasa udah kena kacang sejak awal, karena katanya, yg lain itu ber 6 mulu kemana-mana, mereka berdua ditinggalin. dan gue ngerasa yg itu, karena (tuntutan acting)
gue juga ngikut yg ber 6 (3-2-1).

masalahnya gini, gue pengeeeeen banget nyatuin mereka lagi biar bareng-bareng lagi. gue kangeeeeen ! kalian gak tau rasanya jadi gue gimana ! yg ini gini, yg ini bilangnya gitu, yg satu lagi gimana gitu.
woy, SAKIT ATI tau gak kalo kalian lagi ber 3-2-2 tapi GUE ? SENDIRI !
tapi jujur, gue lebih sering ikut yg ber 3. gue comfort di sana. but truthfully, i feel comfort anywhere.

i miss you guys :'(
badly miss you all so damn much ! :'(

wish we can together again again and again.....

How's your emotion?

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My Favorite Song Lyric~

Lea Michele (Glee) - Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right