Apr 25, 2010

Sedikit Curahan Hati

sip, gue mau mulai bercerita.
nggak tau kenapa akhir-akhir ini gue down banget. i think this is not my self.
gak kebayang gimana rasanya gak jadi diri sendiri. gue bingung banget sumpah.
sorry ya readers, gue dulu juga pernah bilang kan kalo gue lagi down, dan ngerasa gak jadi diri sendiri, tapi abis itu gue coba buat bangkit. gue bisa. tapi kenapa sekarang gue down lagi ?
sumpah gue sedih banget sama keadaan gue yang sekarang.
ditambah lagi gue kemaren ngeliat hasil ulangan mtk, daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnn sangat sangat buruk (sorry gak bisa ngasih tau nilanya. privasi). gue kok jadi bego gitu yak ? ih gak ngerti sumpah.
pokoknya gue sekarang lagi down!

dan, satu lagi yang bikin gue gak suyka sama diri gue. gue gampang banget suka ama orang. baek dikit suka, ini dikit suka, itu dikit suka. njir ah bingung gua kan jadinya. tapi temporary sih sukanya. haha
tapi kayaknya yg satu ini bakal lama dah. dan bukan si A pula.
gak usah dibahas deh, heheehehehehehe

eh iya, gue lagi bikin novel. berminat banget utk ngirim ke gagas. semoga aja jadi yak novelnya, hehehehehe

AMIIIIIIIIIIIN

eh udahan ya, gak tau lagi mau nulis apa. heheheeh
byebyebye! muah :*

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My Favorite Song Lyric~

Lea Michele (Glee) - Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right